sigh

my heart pounded :s actually, aku tahu kenapa aku kabak kabak. err, pasal, later i would meet him.. hermm, but now its different. i really need to erase his's name and face from my head. but it seems hard. tapi, aku sudah promise to my self that i hav eto defeat my own feeling. I HATE HIM.!!! TRULY HATE HIM.

break a promise

dear ***

i'm sorry to break the promise that i made for you.. you leave me no choice. you actually make me to break my own promise to you. eventhough you didnt know what i had promised. i did this since i know who you really are from a friend of mine. your not as good as i thought you would be. actually i did know that you got that "kind" of attitude as i saw it with my own eyes. but i refuse it. then a trusted friend of mine told me the real attitude of yours. so, from that, i erase your name from my mind and my heart. i know it would be hard but i will and i must! mianhae *** and beside for God sake, i really know that im not your type.

ok. bye. ^_^ I HATE YOU!

IM FREE!!

as appear in the tittle.. im free.. haha.. aer bahh.. orang lain sampai sudah ne ke KK.. hahaa.. kami baru kan cap pasport.. hahaha.. but but... fine with me.. at last im free. yeeaaa.. haha.. so now i need to planned how to start my days. hermm, got nothing in my mind this time. totally blank.. o_O

so, next week if God willing, we as a muslim would celebrate our HARI RAYA.. countdown.. apakann.. hahah.. selamat hari rayaa you all (= oh yeah, this monday im going to chill with my friends. it can be called as a reunion actually since im going to chill with my ex-5D's mate (= im not rally close to the guy. hermm, takut pulang ku. takut macam mana? hermm, entah ah. payah kan di ungkap kan dengan kata kata :p haiyyaa, just wait and see sja lah ne. ): OFF THE TOPIC! later im going to anum's house. ada makan makan 100 hari. hehe..so im planned to wear the red jubah instead of baju kurung. boring pakai baju kurung ganya.. ahaha.. malas..

hermmm, im really look forward to have new laptop since my laptop ani lakap kan..haha.. and its not cool. i needs something like the Apple. nampak cool. but it soo much expensive. i dont have money.. how can i afford the $3k+ ? )= its impossible to ask from parents. its no use. just pray to Allah to give me more kesabaran lah ah.. maybe it would do the trick.

nothing to do =.='

dear blog, *HAHA, tae palat*

hermm, i got nothing to do here.. baru abis sahur then liat youtube, super soulmate.. hehe
now, its already 3:55pm, so, after this, im going for a sleep. hehe, talking about exam, now i left with 1 subject, 2 paper. which is english. hope i can get it this time. my grade naik pulang sudah seretu from U to E .. hahaha.. eventhough still fail, but at least naik.. iaja? jaaa.. HAHAHAH.. kes boring.. this saturday will be my last to go to school for the 4th term. iakah? 3rd term or 4th term tu, aku pun inda pasti. haha

tapi dimalam kata durang adalah malam lailatulqadar.. hermm, aku inda pulang berapa pasti banar jua kan.. hehe.. so, last night i just wish for something, i pray to Allah(=

oh yeah, tyme pagi kemarin aku tidur, aku mimpi.. haha.. aku mimpi seorang lelaki hensem. jujur, aku inda pernah mimpi pasal lelaki before. but this time, i don't know why. dalam mimpi atu ada aku, lelaki atu, kakaku and kawan kakaku(anak kawan babah, uncle masri and also this girl adik cg saiful, my ex-sastera teacer) dalam mimpi atu, lelaki atu datang then berdiri between my sis and her friend, then aku senyum arahnya, then ia senyum balik.. woahhh, HENSEMMM.. hahhaa.. aku tu kan stop smiling tapi aku takut kalau aku stop, ia akan stop jua, then i just keep it on.. HAHA. ia pun keep on smiling.. hensemm nyaaa.. hahaha..then lastly, rupanya that guy ex-kawan kakaku atu.. spoil eh. yang penting lelaki atu hensem.. ahahhaa.. hoc come eh aku buleh mimpi lelaki atu.. hermm, maybe pasal aku malar meliat pic lelaki hensem tapi sayang nya gambar lelaki yang ku liat ani gay =.=' spoil lagi.. hahahha

)=

hermm, i seems like all my dream to have a new room will all ruin in just a second!! tadi aku dangar yang kerajaan yang kan rubuh rumah ani inda jua bunyi bunyi lagi and it seems like. huh...i will not having a new home and a new room )= i really felt upset about it though!! aishhh.. i dont want to talk much about it )= HAIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. PLEASEEEE!!!!!!!!!

can't wait

i really can't wait to end my exam (= now i feel a bit free cuz bs exam was over eventhough i know i will be defeated by mina and salamah )+ i just hate being defeated ya know.. i hate the word being defeated ): huh*sigh* what can i do. it also my fault for not passing my hw to teacher which as a result cause me to read the mina's essay early in the morning in the school.. I HATE BEING DEFEATED!! I REALLY AM!! aishhhh.. its no use to mad or anything right now )+ hermm, ok ok.. FINE!!! now i am leave with syariah 2 and eng 1 & 2.. i just couldn't wait to end this exam *majal* hahaha.. this sunday, i will be having makan makan sempena anak yatim and tahlil (= and and, next year, i will be having a new room.. my own room (= i cant wait to have my new room and new house (= manakan juaa, si talor atu suka kan bejurot arah bilik ani saja.. sakit hati kuuu.. rasakan di kunci bah bilik ani 24/7 .. mudahan tah jadi eh buat rumah baru ahh.. batah juaaa kan siappp.. inda jua ku sabar nee.. hahahaha..

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