feel sucks

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MY FEELING RIGHT NOW! actually, now aku mahu luahkan semuanya di sini, tapi aku inda tahu apakan ku buat. aku inda tahu darimana kan mula. aku mahu churhat semuanya arah my friends but since later they have an exam to look forward, i just forget my wish. i really didnt know how to handle this. its so difficult. haiyaaa.. i need someone. really need it now. *tears brimming in my eyes* i cant focus either. daritadi aku rasa kabak kabak. i dont feel ok. i need something to refresh my mind but what is it??yang ku tahu aku mahu balas dendam arah si zimah tapi macam mana? and can i make it? i feel really stupid right now. now i know how my friend felt when someone hurt their feeling.

PLEASE WAKE UP ALREADY! IA PUN INDA INGAUKAN KAU!BAHAPA KAU KAN INGAU KAN IA?? SHE JUST BITCHY!!!!!!!!

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH

need new room ASAP!!!

dear blog,

aku ingin sangat punya bilik sendiri.. susah banar eh sharing room with others ani ehh..!!!!!! bancii kuuu.. haha.. macam mana kan nee.. sasakku eh macam ani ne. inda ku sanang membuat keraja skulah. i need privacy. i need a place where i can sit alone, and think for an answer for my homework and have a warm, cozzy place that could motivate me to do my homework in the afternoon. cuz, before this, me only sleep in the afternoon. so, by having new room for myself, i would planned my day easily without any distruction from the others. in my new room i would arrange all the things nicely. so that other people can see it in warm eyes. :p

*sigh* kekanyangan.. aha.. sakit parut ku luan banyak makan ani. haiyaa but im really having so much fun though.. hehe xp. mana kan jua inda sakit parut, mula mula makan arah food court makan butter chicken and dim sum. then lapas atu mengaga creeps. then lapas atu mengafa ice cream but aku minum saja time atu.. haha.. inda sanggup lgi. siuk rasanya kumpul kumpul sama durang tapi sama bini bini saja pasal laki laki nya inda bunyi bunyi sama aku. haahaha. tapi si fuad chalie lah jua tadi time makan arah food court. HAHAHAHAHA.. selahau bah anak atu. chalie chalie.. kalau di rakam kan bisai!!HUH, apa nya yan chalie? hahaha.. hermm, ok aku cerita

mula mula, kan kami ani position meja kami ani kira di bawah tempat apa tu namanya ah, yang kalau lalat aga, ia mati tarus pasal tekaran. ah yang atu wah. haha.. apakann.. yatah mina position nya kira bawah benda atu lah and fuad siring mina. then ada lalat datang then ia tekana eletrik atu lah.. hahaha.. *balum habis cerita ku sudah ku ketawa sendiri* HAHAH.. then si fuad ani cakap sambil hidung nya macam mencium bau lah, aku inda berapa ingat katanya tapi ia cakap macam ani lah " bau apa tu macam panggang" kali tu.. haha. or panggang atu tukar salai. cant remmber. hahaha.. yatah ketawa ku tarus sama si ayai.. HAHAHAHA.. pasal kami ganya yang tedangar. HAHAHAHAHA.. gyla ketawa ku tadi atuu.. mataii eyhhh.. hahahahah.. chaliee lahh.. then ada ia cakap lagi tyme another flies datang, tapi ku inda ingat apa iya cakap. yang penting nya chaliee.. HAHAHAHAHA..

abis cerita dari foodcourt, then lepak arah creeps sambil tunggu ayai abis sembahyang(= sana cerita sikit sikit. then after that, kaka anum bawa lepak lagi arah snow ice.. ehehe. siuk jua lah pasal sana ada sofa. and we took pictures lot.. haha.. aku alum abis liat pic atu arah camera si husni.. huhu. aku mahu liat )=

sigh

my heart pounded :s actually, aku tahu kenapa aku kabak kabak. err, pasal, later i would meet him.. hermm, but now its different. i really need to erase his's name and face from my head. but it seems hard. tapi, aku sudah promise to my self that i hav eto defeat my own feeling. I HATE HIM.!!! TRULY HATE HIM.

break a promise

dear ***

i'm sorry to break the promise that i made for you.. you leave me no choice. you actually make me to break my own promise to you. eventhough you didnt know what i had promised. i did this since i know who you really are from a friend of mine. your not as good as i thought you would be. actually i did know that you got that "kind" of attitude as i saw it with my own eyes. but i refuse it. then a trusted friend of mine told me the real attitude of yours. so, from that, i erase your name from my mind and my heart. i know it would be hard but i will and i must! mianhae *** and beside for God sake, i really know that im not your type.

ok. bye. ^_^ I HATE YOU!

IM FREE!!

as appear in the tittle.. im free.. haha.. aer bahh.. orang lain sampai sudah ne ke KK.. hahaa.. kami baru kan cap pasport.. hahaha.. but but... fine with me.. at last im free. yeeaaa.. haha.. so now i need to planned how to start my days. hermm, got nothing in my mind this time. totally blank.. o_O

so, next week if God willing, we as a muslim would celebrate our HARI RAYA.. countdown.. apakann.. hahah.. selamat hari rayaa you all (= oh yeah, this monday im going to chill with my friends. it can be called as a reunion actually since im going to chill with my ex-5D's mate (= im not rally close to the guy. hermm, takut pulang ku. takut macam mana? hermm, entah ah. payah kan di ungkap kan dengan kata kata :p haiyyaa, just wait and see sja lah ne. ): OFF THE TOPIC! later im going to anum's house. ada makan makan 100 hari. hehe..so im planned to wear the red jubah instead of baju kurung. boring pakai baju kurung ganya.. ahaha.. malas..

hermmm, im really look forward to have new laptop since my laptop ani lakap kan..haha.. and its not cool. i needs something like the Apple. nampak cool. but it soo much expensive. i dont have money.. how can i afford the $3k+ ? )= its impossible to ask from parents. its no use. just pray to Allah to give me more kesabaran lah ah.. maybe it would do the trick.

nothing to do =.='

dear blog, *HAHA, tae palat*

hermm, i got nothing to do here.. baru abis sahur then liat youtube, super soulmate.. hehe
now, its already 3:55pm, so, after this, im going for a sleep. hehe, talking about exam, now i left with 1 subject, 2 paper. which is english. hope i can get it this time. my grade naik pulang sudah seretu from U to E .. hahaha.. eventhough still fail, but at least naik.. iaja? jaaa.. HAHAHAH.. kes boring.. this saturday will be my last to go to school for the 4th term. iakah? 3rd term or 4th term tu, aku pun inda pasti. haha

tapi dimalam kata durang adalah malam lailatulqadar.. hermm, aku inda pulang berapa pasti banar jua kan.. hehe.. so, last night i just wish for something, i pray to Allah(=

oh yeah, tyme pagi kemarin aku tidur, aku mimpi.. haha.. aku mimpi seorang lelaki hensem. jujur, aku inda pernah mimpi pasal lelaki before. but this time, i don't know why. dalam mimpi atu ada aku, lelaki atu, kakaku and kawan kakaku(anak kawan babah, uncle masri and also this girl adik cg saiful, my ex-sastera teacer) dalam mimpi atu, lelaki atu datang then berdiri between my sis and her friend, then aku senyum arahnya, then ia senyum balik.. woahhh, HENSEMMM.. hahhaa.. aku tu kan stop smiling tapi aku takut kalau aku stop, ia akan stop jua, then i just keep it on.. HAHA. ia pun keep on smiling.. hensemm nyaaa.. hahaha..then lastly, rupanya that guy ex-kawan kakaku atu.. spoil eh. yang penting lelaki atu hensem.. ahahhaa.. hoc come eh aku buleh mimpi lelaki atu.. hermm, maybe pasal aku malar meliat pic lelaki hensem tapi sayang nya gambar lelaki yang ku liat ani gay =.=' spoil lagi.. hahahha

)=

hermm, i seems like all my dream to have a new room will all ruin in just a second!! tadi aku dangar yang kerajaan yang kan rubuh rumah ani inda jua bunyi bunyi lagi and it seems like. huh...i will not having a new home and a new room )= i really felt upset about it though!! aishhh.. i dont want to talk much about it )= HAIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. PLEASEEEE!!!!!!!!!

can't wait

i really can't wait to end my exam (= now i feel a bit free cuz bs exam was over eventhough i know i will be defeated by mina and salamah )+ i just hate being defeated ya know.. i hate the word being defeated ): huh*sigh* what can i do. it also my fault for not passing my hw to teacher which as a result cause me to read the mina's essay early in the morning in the school.. I HATE BEING DEFEATED!! I REALLY AM!! aishhhh.. its no use to mad or anything right now )+ hermm, ok ok.. FINE!!! now i am leave with syariah 2 and eng 1 & 2.. i just couldn't wait to end this exam *majal* hahaha.. this sunday, i will be having makan makan sempena anak yatim and tahlil (= and and, next year, i will be having a new room.. my own room (= i cant wait to have my new room and new house (= manakan juaa, si talor atu suka kan bejurot arah bilik ani saja.. sakit hati kuuu.. rasakan di kunci bah bilik ani 24/7 .. mudahan tah jadi eh buat rumah baru ahh.. batah juaaa kan siappp.. inda jua ku sabar nee.. hahahaha..

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exam in progress )= now, 3 subj left after facing maths paper 1 together with paper 6 .. that was damn hard .. tomorrow im gonna faced syariah 1. i hope it will be easy (= hermm, nothing to say actually.. saja kan buang boring.. malas rasanya kan baca buku ah.. tadi really felt drowsy -.- then i came out with an idea. hehe.. i drank a cup of coffee (= that will do the trick (= but but, i really wana feel the comfort of my bed.. huhu.. wana sleep actually.. nasib baik juaa esuk exam ahir mula.. hehe.. and oh yeah, esuk aku start puasa sudah.. hehee.. inda sabar eyh kan abiskan xam ani.. now im really worry about business study )= i know its going to be hard ... just like maths.

(= missing my friends (=

hermm, i feel wana write something.. just wana say, i like to see the night of ramadhan(= look awesome, peace (= after fasting, kita akan sambut raya (= happey EID to all of you *semangat* AHHAHAHA..the difference for this year happy eid is that, i have an additional friends (: hehe.. namanya, TAMPOII.. haha.. aku pun inda tahu macam mana kami buleh rapat.. ia atu chali, inda pendiam.. aha.. other than tampoi, ada lagi sorang, namanya si DAYAH.. ahha.. aku baru kenal this year jua lah.. tyme class syariah+ ia seclass registration ku.. hehe.. hello dayah.. haha.. dayah ne orang nya suka ketawa and happy go lucky.. HAHAHA.. chalie lah anak ani kalau di liat.. haha.. jenis nya selamba, tenang.. hahaha..tahun ani, eventhough pindah skulah baru, still i havent got many friends )= i just can make 1 -3 people, and the others just remain the same.. huhu.. oh yeah, ada lagi sorang kawan baru, namanya si JANNAH.. haha..ia ani suka ketawa jua, and and, suke bechali lah.. ahaha.. aku rapat sama ia tyme class maths, tyme atu ia duduk sebalah ku pasal si mina ke UK.. hehe.. iatah ia yang menggantikan tempat si mina untuk ku becerita apa.. huhuhu.. haha.. thanks to jannah (= kalau arah class business ku, dangan ku becakap banyakk nya sama si mina.. hehe.. ada pulang kwan tapi inda rapat banar, namanya salamah.. ia ani rapat nya sama mina saja pasal mina seclass sama ia in GP and Geo jua.. hehe.. I MISS MY FRIENDS A LOT!! miss taking picture with them (=

CRAVINGGGG

talking about craving, now, im really craving for soo many things, like sliper, cuz that slipper really look awesome bahhh.. but but, it just expensive, i didnt have enough money. have money actually but it just that, i want to use that money for other useful things *for my new room actually =p* ahaha.. then ada baju atu lawa.. aishhh.. sasakku eyhh,, cost miney banar eyh.. semua guna duit.. haha.. then ada beg arah knik knack atu lawaaaaaa.. aku mahuuuu.. && aku mahu selipar rumah atu.. dulu aku ada bali, then amah yang talor atu di jamur nya bah selipar ku atu, rusak tya wah.. palau tah.. HAHAHAHAHAH.. mental ku.. pikirnya pakai daun kali aku membali tu selipar atu.. HAHAHAHA.. aku suka selipar atu pasal gambar nya sama macam patung ku, kira 1 set lah tu, then ada jua bantal nya.. ahha.. rugged jua tu kalau aku ada semua barang yang ada gambar patung atu.. ahha..

Bla Bla Bla

hermm, today is the first day all the muslim and muslimin people start their fasting for 1 month.. so here i am, fasting but hehe, i havent go for a bath yet.. HAHAHA.. malas yowww.. ahha.. takut ku karang abis ku mandi ada tya orang sibuk ngusai aircon di bilik ani, cuz aircon di bilik ani inda mahu di ON.. mental jua ku tu kepanasan.. and moreover, si HANUM ah, anak bertuah atu balum ya mereply text ku.. aku kan ngambil paper arah nya nee.. HANUMMM, balas deyh text ku ah.. HAHHA... *buang tabiat*

hari isnin start skulah, dapat sudah ku bayangkan macam mana keadaan ku nanti di skulah dalam keadaan puasa.. tantu karing lahir+lapar+kepanasan!!!! matiiiii.. hohho..oh yeah, talking about school, my end year exam inda lagi batah ne.. aku bah alum merevise banyak.. mati ku eyhh... mudahan tah aku dapat.. hahaa.. aminnn.. aku mahu kali ani aku dapat grade A-C or A-D saja, aku inda mahu ada grade E and U..i just got enough of that.,

nothing to do

hermm, boring eh.. im soo drowsy (-.-') inda tahu kan buat apa, kan buat homework,malas.. HAHA.. ish... err, monday holiday.. yehaaa.. HAHA.. happy ku eh, dapat jua rehat.. huh? rehat apanya, homework betimbun... HAHA. . hmm, aku actually kan finish up my maths but i just didnt know how to do it.. so difficult. not difficult actually if i think it more harder but you know me im too lazy to think tha complicated problem you know..=p

hermm, i just didn;t know what to do, so i just fix mt blog.. minutes ago, i spend my time checking my friend's blog.. they just totally awesome man~ top of the list, was blog si lilah.. haha.. ya punya blog tu rapi, tersusun in other word nya,, hehekk.. selalunya, patang macam ani ne, aku tidur tapi aku tidur sudah tadii, cuz aku balik awal tadi dalam pukul 10.15 macam atu lah.. pasal aku sakit parut, in other words, im in my period.. this usullyhappen to me when im started to period. painful.. so i have to face thid painful stomach-ache once every month.. so, aku aga admin, kan isi borang. aku sama dayah time atu. time kami chec in the box provided, borang tu abis dah, so i have to go to cg tamin.. actually, aku tu kan becakap dalam keadaan sakit, meaning, i want to show yang aku sakit through my face,, tapi lain tah pulang sangkaan cg.. ucap nya tya pulang ku kan tidur.. selahau! inda menjadi lakonan ku atu.. ahha.. but seriously, memang sakit kali ah parut ku.. memang aku boring pun cuz kawan ku dengan ku begila tu inda skulah.. HAHA.. ia ada exam maths hari ani.. the end~ [=