I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MY FEELING RIGHT NOW! actually, now aku mahu luahkan semuanya di sini, tapi aku inda tahu apakan ku buat. aku inda tahu darimana kan mula. aku mahu churhat semuanya arah my friends but since later they have an exam to look forward, i just forget my wish. i really didnt know how to handle this. its so difficult. haiyaaa.. i need someone. really need it now. *tears brimming in my eyes* i cant focus either. daritadi aku rasa kabak kabak. i dont feel ok. i need something to refresh my mind but what is it??yang ku tahu aku mahu balas dendam arah si zimah tapi macam mana? and can i make it? i feel really stupid right now. now i know how my friend felt when someone hurt their feeling.
PLEASE WAKE UP ALREADY! IA PUN INDA INGAUKAN KAU!BAHAPA KAU KAN INGAU KAN IA?? SHE JUST BITCHY!!!!!!!!
SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
need new room ASAP!!!
dear blog,
aku ingin sangat punya bilik sendiri.. susah banar eh sharing room with others ani ehh..!!!!!! bancii kuuu.. haha.. macam mana kan nee.. sasakku eh macam ani ne. inda ku sanang membuat keraja skulah. i need privacy. i need a place where i can sit alone, and think for an answer for my homework and have a warm, cozzy place that could motivate me to do my homework in the afternoon. cuz, before this, me only sleep in the afternoon. so, by having new room for myself, i would planned my day easily without any distruction from the others. in my new room i would arrange all the things nicely. so that other people can see it in warm eyes. :p
aku ingin sangat punya bilik sendiri.. susah banar eh sharing room with others ani ehh..!!!!!! bancii kuuu.. haha.. macam mana kan nee.. sasakku eh macam ani ne. inda ku sanang membuat keraja skulah. i need privacy. i need a place where i can sit alone, and think for an answer for my homework and have a warm, cozzy place that could motivate me to do my homework in the afternoon. cuz, before this, me only sleep in the afternoon. so, by having new room for myself, i would planned my day easily without any distruction from the others. in my new room i would arrange all the things nicely. so that other people can see it in warm eyes. :p
Monday, September 14, 2009
*sigh* kekanyangan.. aha.. sakit parut ku luan banyak makan ani. haiyaa but im really having so much fun though.. hehe xp. mana kan jua inda sakit parut, mula mula makan arah food court makan butter chicken and dim sum. then lapas atu mengaga creeps. then lapas atu mengafa ice cream but aku minum saja time atu.. haha.. inda sanggup lgi. siuk rasanya kumpul kumpul sama durang tapi sama bini bini saja pasal laki laki nya inda bunyi bunyi sama aku. haahaha. tapi si fuad chalie lah jua tadi time makan arah food court. HAHAHAHAHA.. selahau bah anak atu. chalie chalie.. kalau di rakam kan bisai!!HUH, apa nya yan chalie? hahaha.. hermm, ok aku cerita
mula mula, kan kami ani position meja kami ani kira di bawah tempat apa tu namanya ah, yang kalau lalat aga, ia mati tarus pasal tekaran. ah yang atu wah. haha.. apakann.. yatah mina position nya kira bawah benda atu lah and fuad siring mina. then ada lalat datang then ia tekana eletrik atu lah.. hahaha.. *balum habis cerita ku sudah ku ketawa sendiri* HAHAH.. then si fuad ani cakap sambil hidung nya macam mencium bau lah, aku inda berapa ingat katanya tapi ia cakap macam ani lah " bau apa tu macam panggang" kali tu.. haha. or panggang atu tukar salai. cant remmber. hahaha.. yatah ketawa ku tarus sama si ayai.. HAHAHAHA.. pasal kami ganya yang tedangar. HAHAHAHAHA.. gyla ketawa ku tadi atuu.. mataii eyhhh.. hahahahah.. chaliee lahh.. then ada ia cakap lagi tyme another flies datang, tapi ku inda ingat apa iya cakap. yang penting nya chaliee.. HAHAHAHAHA..
abis cerita dari foodcourt, then lepak arah creeps sambil tunggu ayai abis sembahyang(= sana cerita sikit sikit. then after that, kaka anum bawa lepak lagi arah snow ice.. ehehe. siuk jua lah pasal sana ada sofa. and we took pictures lot.. haha.. aku alum abis liat pic atu arah camera si husni.. huhu. aku mahu liat )=
mula mula, kan kami ani position meja kami ani kira di bawah tempat apa tu namanya ah, yang kalau lalat aga, ia mati tarus pasal tekaran. ah yang atu wah. haha.. apakann.. yatah mina position nya kira bawah benda atu lah and fuad siring mina. then ada lalat datang then ia tekana eletrik atu lah.. hahaha.. *balum habis cerita ku sudah ku ketawa sendiri* HAHAH.. then si fuad ani cakap sambil hidung nya macam mencium bau lah, aku inda berapa ingat katanya tapi ia cakap macam ani lah " bau apa tu macam panggang" kali tu.. haha. or panggang atu tukar salai. cant remmber. hahaha.. yatah ketawa ku tarus sama si ayai.. HAHAHAHA.. pasal kami ganya yang tedangar. HAHAHAHAHA.. gyla ketawa ku tadi atuu.. mataii eyhhh.. hahahahah.. chaliee lahh.. then ada ia cakap lagi tyme another flies datang, tapi ku inda ingat apa iya cakap. yang penting nya chaliee.. HAHAHAHAHA..
abis cerita dari foodcourt, then lepak arah creeps sambil tunggu ayai abis sembahyang(= sana cerita sikit sikit. then after that, kaka anum bawa lepak lagi arah snow ice.. ehehe. siuk jua lah pasal sana ada sofa. and we took pictures lot.. haha.. aku alum abis liat pic atu arah camera si husni.. huhu. aku mahu liat )=
Sunday, September 13, 2009
sigh
my heart pounded :s actually, aku tahu kenapa aku kabak kabak. err, pasal, later i would meet him.. hermm, but now its different. i really need to erase his's name and face from my head. but it seems hard. tapi, aku sudah promise to my self that i hav eto defeat my own feeling. I HATE HIM.!!! TRULY HATE HIM.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
break a promise
dear ***
i'm sorry to break the promise that i made for you.. you leave me no choice. you actually make me to break my own promise to you. eventhough you didnt know what i had promised. i did this since i know who you really are from a friend of mine. your not as good as i thought you would be. actually i did know that you got that "kind" of attitude as i saw it with my own eyes. but i refuse it. then a trusted friend of mine told me the real attitude of yours. so, from that, i erase your name from my mind and my heart. i know it would be hard but i will and i must! mianhae *** and beside for God sake, i really know that im not your type.
ok. bye. ^_^ I HATE YOU!
i'm sorry to break the promise that i made for you.. you leave me no choice. you actually make me to break my own promise to you. eventhough you didnt know what i had promised. i did this since i know who you really are from a friend of mine. your not as good as i thought you would be. actually i did know that you got that "kind" of attitude as i saw it with my own eyes. but i refuse it. then a trusted friend of mine told me the real attitude of yours. so, from that, i erase your name from my mind and my heart. i know it would be hard but i will and i must! mianhae *** and beside for God sake, i really know that im not your type.
ok. bye. ^_^ I HATE YOU!
IM FREE!!
as appear in the tittle.. im free.. haha.. aer bahh.. orang lain sampai sudah ne ke KK.. hahaa.. kami baru kan cap pasport.. hahaha.. but but... fine with me.. at last im free. yeeaaa.. haha.. so now i need to planned how to start my days. hermm, got nothing in my mind this time. totally blank.. o_O
so, next week if God willing, we as a muslim would celebrate our HARI RAYA.. countdown.. apakann.. hahah.. selamat hari rayaa you all (= oh yeah, this monday im going to chill with my friends. it can be called as a reunion actually since im going to chill with my ex-5D's mate (= im not rally close to the guy. hermm, takut pulang ku. takut macam mana? hermm, entah ah. payah kan di ungkap kan dengan kata kata :p haiyyaa, just wait and see sja lah ne. ): OFF THE TOPIC! later im going to anum's house. ada makan makan 100 hari. hehe..so im planned to wear the red jubah instead of baju kurung. boring pakai baju kurung ganya.. ahaha.. malas..
hermmm, im really look forward to have new laptop since my laptop ani lakap kan..haha.. and its not cool. i needs something like the Apple. nampak cool. but it soo much expensive. i dont have money.. how can i afford the $3k+ ? )= its impossible to ask from parents. its no use. just pray to Allah to give me more kesabaran lah ah.. maybe it would do the trick.
so, next week if God willing, we as a muslim would celebrate our HARI RAYA.. countdown.. apakann.. hahah.. selamat hari rayaa you all (= oh yeah, this monday im going to chill with my friends. it can be called as a reunion actually since im going to chill with my ex-5D's mate (= im not rally close to the guy. hermm, takut pulang ku. takut macam mana? hermm, entah ah. payah kan di ungkap kan dengan kata kata :p haiyyaa, just wait and see sja lah ne. ): OFF THE TOPIC! later im going to anum's house. ada makan makan 100 hari. hehe..so im planned to wear the red jubah instead of baju kurung. boring pakai baju kurung ganya.. ahaha.. malas..
hermmm, im really look forward to have new laptop since my laptop ani lakap kan..haha.. and its not cool. i needs something like the Apple. nampak cool. but it soo much expensive. i dont have money.. how can i afford the $3k+ ? )= its impossible to ask from parents. its no use. just pray to Allah to give me more kesabaran lah ah.. maybe it would do the trick.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
nothing to do =.='
dear blog, *HAHA, tae palat*
hermm, i got nothing to do here.. baru abis sahur then liat youtube, super soulmate.. hehe
now, its already 3:55pm, so, after this, im going for a sleep. hehe, talking about exam, now i left with 1 subject, 2 paper. which is english. hope i can get it this time. my grade naik pulang sudah seretu from U to E .. hahaha.. eventhough still fail, but at least naik.. iaja? jaaa.. HAHAHAH.. kes boring.. this saturday will be my last to go to school for the 4th term. iakah? 3rd term or 4th term tu, aku pun inda pasti. haha
tapi dimalam kata durang adalah malam lailatulqadar.. hermm, aku inda pulang berapa pasti banar jua kan.. hehe.. so, last night i just wish for something, i pray to Allah(=
oh yeah, tyme pagi kemarin aku tidur, aku mimpi.. haha.. aku mimpi seorang lelaki hensem. jujur, aku inda pernah mimpi pasal lelaki before. but this time, i don't know why. dalam mimpi atu ada aku, lelaki atu, kakaku and kawan kakaku(anak kawan babah, uncle masri and also this girl adik cg saiful, my ex-sastera teacer) dalam mimpi atu, lelaki atu datang then berdiri between my sis and her friend, then aku senyum arahnya, then ia senyum balik.. woahhh, HENSEMMM.. hahhaa.. aku tu kan stop smiling tapi aku takut kalau aku stop, ia akan stop jua, then i just keep it on.. HAHA. ia pun keep on smiling.. hensemm nyaaa.. hahaha..then lastly, rupanya that guy ex-kawan kakaku atu.. spoil eh. yang penting lelaki atu hensem.. ahahhaa.. hoc come eh aku buleh mimpi lelaki atu.. hermm, maybe pasal aku malar meliat pic lelaki hensem tapi sayang nya gambar lelaki yang ku liat ani gay =.=' spoil lagi.. hahahha
hermm, i got nothing to do here.. baru abis sahur then liat youtube, super soulmate.. hehe
now, its already 3:55pm, so, after this, im going for a sleep. hehe, talking about exam, now i left with 1 subject, 2 paper. which is english. hope i can get it this time. my grade naik pulang sudah seretu from U to E .. hahaha.. eventhough still fail, but at least naik.. iaja? jaaa.. HAHAHAH.. kes boring.. this saturday will be my last to go to school for the 4th term. iakah? 3rd term or 4th term tu, aku pun inda pasti. haha
tapi dimalam kata durang adalah malam lailatulqadar.. hermm, aku inda pulang berapa pasti banar jua kan.. hehe.. so, last night i just wish for something, i pray to Allah(=
oh yeah, tyme pagi kemarin aku tidur, aku mimpi.. haha.. aku mimpi seorang lelaki hensem. jujur, aku inda pernah mimpi pasal lelaki before. but this time, i don't know why. dalam mimpi atu ada aku, lelaki atu, kakaku and kawan kakaku(anak kawan babah, uncle masri and also this girl adik cg saiful, my ex-sastera teacer) dalam mimpi atu, lelaki atu datang then berdiri between my sis and her friend, then aku senyum arahnya, then ia senyum balik.. woahhh, HENSEMMM.. hahhaa.. aku tu kan stop smiling tapi aku takut kalau aku stop, ia akan stop jua, then i just keep it on.. HAHA. ia pun keep on smiling.. hensemm nyaaa.. hahaha..then lastly, rupanya that guy ex-kawan kakaku atu.. spoil eh. yang penting lelaki atu hensem.. ahahhaa.. hoc come eh aku buleh mimpi lelaki atu.. hermm, maybe pasal aku malar meliat pic lelaki hensem tapi sayang nya gambar lelaki yang ku liat ani gay =.=' spoil lagi.. hahahha
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